Finally Over

I thought you loved me
I thought we were suppose to last
But instead you took that gun and blast
I never saw it coming
Never knew it could be true
To use my life
so i had to use that knife
One day you'll understand she says
But i just want to be
And she'll never let me be me
To let you see my tears
And you see her fears
But knowing I'm always here
so I thought
But was only in distraught
To see that 4 leaf clover
And finally being over