My Best Friend

She was my best friend
But then everything changed
After she started dating him
Things just weren't the same
She used to be someone I could talk to
But now she's never there
It hurts to know that your only best friend
Doesn't even care
They aren't dating anymore
But she's still not the same
I've tried so hard to let her know
That our friendship isn't a game
I wonder how long it will take her
To figure out that it's real
Or maybe she won't get it
But Lord, I hope she will
I wonder if she knows
How bad she's hurting me
I think she probably should
I mean, it's not that hard to see
We'll probably never be "sisters"
We'll never be that close
Not after she screwed me over
When I needed her most
Maybe I should just stop caring
I know that's a mean thing to do
But how would you like it if you had a best friend
And this is how she treated you
I would never do this to her
Because I actually care
But one day she'll need someone to talk to
And I will not be there
I wish it didn't have to end this way
I guess I'm just a coward
But I'll never have another friendship
That means as much to me as ours.