Slowing getting over you

With every passing day
I'm getting better
I'm slowing regaining strength
It says it all in this letter

I don't intend to send it
It'd only make things worse
Cause loving you
is my unwanted curse

For I no you don't feel the same
And I know you never will
I know I shouldn't love
But still....

I can't help it
I wish you'd let me be
How you don't at least like me
I will never see

I gave you my heart
And you threw it away
you said "I will never like me
In any kind of way

Not even as a friend
I hope I never see you
Cause I hear the rumors
I know what you do

Your a freak of nature
Who would ever do dumb"
And as you finished
my whole body was numb

But I still like you
Even though your so low
But I slowly getting over you
till then my feelings I won't show