Looking into my heart of hearts
trying to find what I couldn't before
trying so hard,
please let me find something
anything, QUICKLY,
time is running out
give me a reason,
a reason to continue
a reason to live my life
i feel myself fall
falling deep beyond my own depression.
no one there to catch me
or stop me from my own mistake
arms all scarred from wrists to elbows, legs are a crimson colour
trying to forget the facts about my lonley life
trying to live on, with doubt
always hanging about
never known how it would feel
to just be happy
without hiding
behind a wrist of scarred secrets
keeping them away
never to be found
i need to relieve this pain...
end it all
i can't help but fall
never picking myself back up
there's nothing left...
nothing at all...
whilst I still fall :'(
