You Deserve So Much Better

You deserve so much better
Someone who will always be there
I know I'm not good enough
But just know that I'll always care

I'm trying to change my ways
But I just can't break free
From this feeling of hate
It will always be apart of me

I hate my mom
I had my dad
I just don't give a fuk
I hate the life I never had

I wish you never met me
I wish you didn't care
I'm only bringing you with me
To a feeling of despair

I want you to be happy
I want everything to change
I'm only bringing you down
To a life that won't remain

I don't know what to do
I can't let you go
I love you so much
But my feelings I can't show

Maybe one day I'll be happy
Maybe one day I'll be free
From all this hate
Thats built up inside of me

I don't want to bring you down
Don't get to attached
I know that I'm not good enough
Because of what I lack

I know you think that I deserve better
But really I don't deserve you
Your the only person in my life
That I've wanted to feel close to

I'm warning you now
That I'm not worth the pain
So anytime you wanna give up
Just tell me and I'll abstain.