Lonely

~ Lonely ~

I sit here in the darkness. Memories flooding back,
The times of laughter, joy and hope, now all the things I lack,
My heart is just so empty, its torn from every war,
The times I let my guard down, and the pain I couldn’t ignore.

It’s 3 o’clock in the morning, the loneliness creeps rite in,
It’s only in the night time, that I finally feel anything,
A slave to all my bitterness, the fight I wage each day,
The times when only pain sets in, and I make it go away.

I cut all of my heartache from my flawed and broken soul,
I’m left to face my fears again, I’m here with no control,
My eyes they used to sparkle, but now only windows bare,
They show the person I used to be, the one who’s no longer there.

My body’s growing colder, as the time only passes by,
Another night, with broken memories, I can only ask why,
What the hell is wrong with me, am I broken beyond repair?
Because it feels like I’m just damaged goods, lost in despair.

Is loneliness my only future, a place I’m left to rot,
Where dreams of love and happiness, are only soon forgot,
I deserve a piece of sanity, a person to make me complete,
As the past has only warped me, and this I refuse to repeat.