I never really knew
how much i needed you
until this very moment i was numb
to the fact that you were gone
but now as i lie here
in the dark
watching the moon cast shadows
on where you used to lie beside me
the pain is blinding and unreal
and every single time i feel as tho i may be okay
i see your face
i think of all the times you had lain there
and how i used to watch you while you slept
just gazing and wondering
what i ever did to be so lucky
i never really noticed how much i needed you
and how lonely it was without you and i must not have been thinking
to push one as good as you away
but now i must face a long empty life
alone
because i know the space in my heart
can never be filled as perfectly as it was
when you were there
and now i lie here
looking at where you used to sleep
and i think i can still smell the scent of your cologne on the sheets
