Unhappy

Shadows seem to love me
A complicated sitch
Darkness seems to follow
Life is such a b***h

I wish for a moment
That i was happy again
Just one single second
But thats not in the plan

I cry for you, my love
Why cant you just see
How happy we were together
We were destined to be

I want you to want me
To dream about me too
To think about me always
To help me get this through

And now as a lay here
Crazy thoughts in my head
About hurting myself
Please love me instead

But f.uck all my dreams
My fantasies and all
Because your never coming back
Yet I'm still standing tall

No one ever sees my pain
But underneath I'm dying
I always act my chipper self
Yet every night I'm crying

Just tell me why i want you
It was o so long ago
I know i wont ever have you again
But i don't want to let you go

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