Deep breath

I gotta take a deep breath
and pretend every things OK
even if its not

I gotta take a deep breath
and pretend he was never here
even though he was

I gotta take a deep breath
and smile and laugh
even if its fake

I gotta take a deep breath
and hold in the tears
even though it hurts

I gotta take a deep breath
and tell myself i will be alright
even if its a lie

I gotta take a deep breath
and watch the memories disappear
even though i want to remember

I gotta take a deep breath
and watch you walk away
even if it kills me