A Lie... A Cut... Again

by Carlee Ann   Apr 4, 2005


I just found out today
That you had told another lie
I was at a loss for words
You hadn't told me... why?

I do not know whether I should be
Angry or sad
I am so mad you didn't tell me
But I am terrified that you are going to hurt yourself bad

I wondered what was wrong
But you exclaimed you were just fine
But really you were hurt
I will not give in, this time.

A lie, a cut
You have hurt yourself once more
I felt something was wrong
But I knew you would not give in, for sure

Why didn't you call me?
Have I ever not been there?
Please, you have to let me know
If you have depression to share

Did you tell your parents?
You certainly didn't tell me
My heart is ripped apart
I am as sad as I could ever be

I do not want to think
Of the blood recently spilt
I just keep thinking it was MY fault
Please... help me sustain my guilt

I hope to God
That the recent cut was the last
I just am stunned
How did you fall so fast?

I cannot stand to see you
In so much internal pain
It was just a lie, a cut
But you didn't tell me, again.

**Zach... I... I can not believe you did not tell me... What happened? I am really worried about you, so, call me... or something... OK? OK... Please...**

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  • 19 years ago

    by Carlee Ann

    Oh, thanks for the update, Kelly... I'll look for that. I really hope she is ok... thank you both.
    Car

  • 19 years ago

    by eternal rest

    yes, great poem. i loved it.

    I saw a post that this guy put up a few days ago that said Sierra is "taking a break from the site" or something like that.
    I think its under the Friendship board.

    .:kelly:.

  • 19 years ago

    by The Flame Within

    hey there thanx for the comment. i really appreciate it. im so freaked out about Sierra though. i hope she is aite. man, its getting me nervous. im not sure what to do but keep trying to contact her some how. but i hope she is aite. Much Luv

    Nick

    p.s by the way, freakin great poem here i really liked it lots. keep up the good work.

  • 19 years ago

    by Carlee Ann

    Apparantly so. I'm really worried... he hadn't told me either. Ty!
    Car

  • 19 years ago

    by troubled

    what he did do it again?? he told me he didnt! arg! guess i'll have 2 have a little chat w/ him...ne wayz great poem! keep it up!

    *jenny*

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