Its life

I thought u cared. i thought u were my friend. when i was with u and u and everyone were always whispering something u thought i didn't know what u were saying. but i did. i called u my friends. i thought u would never lead me to what i do best, cutting. i would always cry to u telling u how hurt i was and what i needed to do to feel better. u told me to stop. i asked y. u said every time i take a knife near my wrist and cut its like taking a piece of your life away. i believed u. i really thought my cutting didn't only bring me pain it brought u guys pain to. BUT IT WAS A LIE. u made me make a fool out of myself. everything u told me was a lie. u really weren't my friend. u were just like everyone else. judging me by what i do.i thought too much about us. i thought this is life. but the real problem is i let u and your stupid shit taking get to me.

i know its stupid but plz comment!!