Illusion

Is this an illusion that I'm living in?
Am I really with you?
Are you really loving me?

Can I be dreaming
of feeling your body next to me?
Am I living in a place
only I can find?

When I open my eyes
will you still be loving me?
Would you promise not to leave,
only to turn around and walk out?
Can this be true?
Are you loving every part of us?

Can I be dreaming
when I feel your body under my fingertips?
Do I dare open my eyes
when I feel your lips on mine?

Breathe in and out,
just count to three.
Live in the feeling
live in your loving me.

Do I dare it?
Should I open my eyes?
Do I risk my every happiness
only to make me cry?

Can I be dreaming
when I feel you making love to me?
Do I dare stop you
and loose my feelings of serenity?

If I opened my eyes
will you promise to stay?
Or will seeing your face
only make you run away?

Let me feel your presence
outside my loving dreams
Let me feel your kiss,
feel your hands and your lips.

Will I see you when I look
or will I be left in confusion?
Because to me,
you seem only to be an illusion.