Killing Me Inside

You kill me
Every day you are killing me inside
There is so much I need you to know, that I need you to understand
I have never meant to hurt you
You meant everything to me, and still do
Your love is like a poison in my soul, without you, it is slowly killing me
I cannot make this pain go away; you are the only one that can save me
Save me from this pain, take me away, show me to love I once felt

Why can’t you feel the pain I have felt?
Have you ever cried over me like I have you?
Do you know the pain you put me through?
There is darkness all around
You took all my light away when you left

How could you leave, and show no emotion, no pain, no regret?
How do you show no heart when you have someone right in front of you pouring their heart out?
Do you know what you have put me through?
Do you know how many nights I have cried for you?
Do you know how many nights I have begged God to bring you back?

Have you ever wanted something so bad, you would give your life to have it?
Do you know what that is like?
Of course you don’t, you have not a clue, do you?
I have cried and cried, do you care, and do you even care if a tear drops from my face?

Your mind games have killed me inside, I burn everyday from what you have left behind.
I have so much I want to tell you, yet you will not listen
How can you turn me away, when we share so much
How can you throw me aside when I am pouring my heart out to you?
Love does hurt, it is deadly, it kills me every day and you do not care
You took my heart and crushed it without a care

I gave you everything, everything I had, and still it was not enough.
I still dream about you after all this time, how do I get you out of my mind, how do I let go, when all I can remember where the words you whispered to me and the way you held me in your arms, when I knew you loved me.

Make me let go, make me forget; make me get over this nonsense that keeps leading me back to you time after time. Let me let go, forever. Set my soul free, let me be renewed in my love, and may I find another.