Gone

My mind blocks up
the river floods as a scene explodes
all my fears
collide into one another
creating so much pain
i am nothing
everything is fake
especially smiless

i feel nothing
though everyone is happy
i stand there
in the middle of life
and pray for an angel

where has it gone?
my smile is replaced with tears
my cries remain unheard
where has the life gone?

*r.i.p d.m*