Hurtful Words

I'm sitting here alone in my room,
All my thoughts consist of you.
Tears running down my face,
My heart feels like its been shattered in to a million pieces.
May be you didn't mean to say what you said,
May be they weren't meant to be hurtful,
But I can't deny all the hurt I'm feeling inside.
All the trouble I've had to encounter, then you came along and made me see
That life is worth living.
What am I meant to do when you hurt me inside?
How am I supposed to go on with a broken heart?
I don't know when I can be myself with you,
When its OK to show my love to you,
I want to be the best I can be,
And right now I feel like I'm failing and the more I try,
The more I spiral down and fall.
I just want to make you proud,
For you to look at me with pride in your eyes,
To not feel ashamed to call me you're lover to all you're friends.

You should know by now
How I feel for you,
I can't imagine living life on my own without you by side
I need to know, please just be honest,
Do you mean what you said?
Do you think we'll last?
Do you love me the way you say you do?