The Funeral

Everyone was in black,
everyone had a sad face.
Nobody understood how i felt;
i knew his secrets, i knew everything about him.
I was like his personal diary.
I was not sad, it was more than that!
I had held him as he died.
I felt as if i had lost the will to go on,
i felt as if i lost the sense of happiness.
There was a hole in my heart,
that no one could ever fill.
It was a hole in my heart only David could fill.

I was unnoticed;
They just thought of me as the girl whowent "out" with him,
I did not just "go out" with him,
I shared everything with him,
He was not just my boyfriend, he was more than that.

When the coffin was taken away, i wanted to be taken away with it.
I did not want to let go,
I couldn't let go.
Why did you have to leave me so soon?

*r.i.p d.m*