I sit back
I look at you
You touch reminds me of all the stuff we went through
That night at my house
my parents dind't know it
you were there
holding me close
I did not walk away
I wanted you to stay
your love for me just seems to never end
a year ago I would have never guessed it would be like this
I never thought I would feel this when we kiss
I never saw the future
I never realized
that I was loving you all of this time
Now I am smiling
crying yes sometimes
of the hurt that was caused by so many lies
not from you
not from me
I am so confused
with my past my history
I don't wanna ruin this
because I hate myself
I love you so much
I wanna make up for my mess
I guess now I can say
I finally want you to know
That I'm still holding on
and never letting go.
