I can't

I can't look at you like i use to,
Cause it brings back our past,
a past the revolved around you,
a past that just couldn't last.

I can't think about you the same way,
cause i think of the times we had,
the thoughts of the brighter day,
thoughts of the good times, not the bad.

I can't dream of you anymore,
cause then i would want whats no longer there,
a lie isn't something i want anymore,
your lies hurt me and you don't care.

I can't talk about you all the time,
cause it would make me reminisce,
about the times when my heart shined,
times i can't let myself miss.

I can't call you when i need to talk,
cause hearing your voice would make me crawl back,
I can't crawl anymore, i finally got the strength to walk.