Without Me (Part 1)

Don’t be mad
I’m sorry for this
Please forgive me
I didn’t do this
To hurt you
I just couldn’t handle it
Anymore

Don’t blame yourself
Don’t feel guilty
That’s not what I wanted
I just wanted the pain gone
So I found a way
For me to get out

Don’t think there was a way
For you to have saved me
Because there wasn’t
This was my plan
And I wanted it so much
I made my choice

Don’t mourn for me
You have no idea
If I would’ve hurt you
I could’ve ended up
Stabbing you in the back
And just causing you pain

This was my last resort
I didn’t want it to end like this
But I just couldn’t get out
Everything hurt me
So I ended the pain
And I’ve gotten out

I didn’t just do this
To help myself
I wanted the best for everyone
I know I only caused pain
For everybody around me
So now that I’m gone
You’ll have less pain in your life
And you can go on
Without me to bring you down

*got the idea of two different parts from the song "you won't see me tonight" parts 1 and 2 by avenged sevenfold. they did something like this. please don't be worried about me. i'm really not thinking this*