Sewn

I can't communicate to you
please hear what my heart says
you're blocking out my words
I scream to you
only my whisper is heard
are you ever listening?
you kill emotions with laughter
I know that facade you put on

I've sewn you over before
and torn out the stitches
leaving behind old scars
will you ever forget?
or will the scars always remind?
although I sew another set
I inflict more pain
I still love you

Time may be right
will it heal the hate I injected?
can our love still live?
should it survive?
you repay me your hate
I deserve it all
I hate what I've done
this can't be taken back

Continually, you remind me
I'm sure of it
will you forgive me?
for my faults
my misapprehensions
not able to recognize
the complete obvious
our true love?
will it survive now?

understand me
hear my heart
It's truthful
believe me...