Screaming

Screaming out for help
screaming really loud!
"HELP ME TO ESCAPE"
"HELP ME LEAVE THIS HORIBLE PLACE"
scars still hurting on my arms
wrists are crimson from my self-harm
no-one out there can hear my pain
screaming, JUST FUC KING LET ME LEAVE
Can't handle this immensity
all this pain just won't fuc king leave me
no-one hears my silent cries
so will they notice
as i silently commit
my suicide?

(C) Lucy Green