My Suicide Love to You

I cut myself so much, just to see if u would notice and feel sorry for me but u don't.
yo just walk by me like nothing like you've never known me.
i go home every night wanting to call u just to hear Ur voice again.
but why would u notice?
why would u even care?u probably think I'm some ugly depressed loser.
don't u?
but I'm not
u don't know me
u don't know why i cut myself, i do it for u.
or maybe i am depressed, so depressed cause i cant have u.
sometimes i think of killing myself!!
nobody loves me... like u did. so why not? just leave this world
just leave my misery.
no-one cares
i wish u would
i love u so much, Ur my everything
Ur perfect.
should i live for u??
or should i die??
take my pain away
then will u notice me?
then would u think about this depressed loser who u never gave a chance to be w/.
we could have been perfect
we could have made love like never before.

I'm gonna cut myself till all my blood fills the tub.
but hopefully I'm not dead yet so i can drowned in my bloody water.
don't worry i feel no pain. it don't hurt. it feels good to cut, cut so deep in my wrist that my blood wont stop.
i like the feeling
i want to die
I'm ready to die for u.
but don't be hurt at what i say or do.
just remember i will always will love u and ill miss u..
goodbye!!