Things I go through

These feelings I have for you;
I've had for a long time now.
I can't explain why;
I just can't seem to get over you.

It was your smile and sweetness;
that caught my attention.
We would flirt like we've known each other for a long time;
even if we only met that month.

I was so happy the day I found out;
that the feeling was mutual.
I never forgot the day you told me;
that you felt the same way.

But for some reason...
we never got together.
We were both shy about our feelings...
so our friends tried to hook us up.

As time passed...
I just waited and waited...
Waited for the day,
to call me your own.

I wanted to claim you as mine so bad;
and everyone knew how we felt about each other.
We both hid our feelings from one another,
frontin' like we were just friends.

But things changed...
between us after a while.
You started talking shit...
and played with my emotions.

I was so confused about everything,
the way you'd act around me...
the mixed signals you'd give me,
to the things you would say about me.

I started having feelings for another;
I got over you- FINALLY;
So things weren't awkward for me;
cuz I got over you.

But little did I know...
it was just a phase.
Cuz I realized that...
I was just fooling myself.

No matter how much you hurt me;
or how hard I tried to get over you.
I just kept coming back to you,
and because of that I've changed.

Now that I think about it...
you've really got a hold on me.
You haven't realized that I'd do anything for you;
because I fell in love with you.