This is the hardest thing I ever had to do,
deciding whether or not to keep you.
Everyday being a different choice,
crying day and night not knowing what to do.
I'm sorry I didn't choose to keep you,
you mean so much to me
I wish I could've got to meet you
but I had no choice but to loose you.
Don't think we hate you
because we really do care
but we weren't ready for you
there was no guarentee of a good life for you.
I'm sorry I didn't give you a chance
I was weak and confused
seeking help from everybody
Please don't hate me for being selfish.
I know when I get older
I'll regret this moment
not knowing what you could've been
or who you could've been.
I want you to know that
you'll always be a part part of me
and will always be in my heart
I hope that one day we'll meet.
