Porcelain Doll

Guess you're to far away to hear me scream
did you even know
that you were everything I ever dreamed
another time I'm chosen last again
I'm just wasting tears
its all the past again
I cry myself to sleep at night
my hope shattered
everything that might
and once again my only wish is crushed
destroyed right in front of me
it didn't mean that much
imaginary porcelain doll
it sits so beautifully
not moving as I fall