Away from myself

I've faked all the smiles
yet all the tears are true

the pain i have gone through--
is here because of you

but if i could run away
away from the troubles and tears

far away so i would disappear--
never have a worry or a care

my life is so pointless
why not let it go

13 years i've been breathing
666 scars i have to show

the devil is my punisher
but i have committed no crime

please let me get away
away from this awful life

far from my worries
i cannot handle one more tear

not one thing i wouldn't go through
to be away from here

the ones i loved were taken
taken so far away

if i could go to find them--
oh please don't make me stay

i need to get away from here
air must brush along my face

my friends cannot help me--
and to family i am a disgrace

let me escape this torture
the torture of my soul

i need to touch some freedom--
please tell me i can go

get me away from this evil--
the evil that called upon its self

i cannot take another "i'm sorry"
not one more guilty sigh

please let me leave this nightmare--
the nightmare of my life