A broken heart

I've cried to many rivers of tears for you
Something That I never do-
I was a fool to fall in love with a boy
A child that treated me like a toy
When I first met you, I gave you my heart
Something you just stepped on, ripped apart
You told me you loved me then, you didn't care
Which one is it, playing with my mind isn't fare
I'm tired of going home at night thinking about what we could have had
It's not my fault it didn't last, which is sad-
I know I was once a player and I stop because I seen that they were hurt, and in pain
I guess you showed me how it feels, it's more then just an evil reign
You've confused me and had my heart out on the table
Something that no one has never been able- (to do)
I guess this time I was the fool
I gave up everything, I would have even given up my bestfriend
But, you lied-
You cheated-
I took you back, and you wanted to end
The relationship that made me happier then anything in life
Now, It's only causing me more pain and strife
What a word!!
It seems I use it alot-
When you sleeped with your "x", I did get hot-
Mad, and angry all at the same time
I forgave you because I thought you were mine
Never again will I give you my heart
Just for you to rip it apart
I'm taking my love and returning it with hate
You're so low, you can't even be considered second rate
Remember when you asked me about friendship instead
I'm sorry, that's in the ground and that's dead
If I had the power I would eradicate you too
This is my only way to get over you

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Thank you,
Muchlove,
Jones Anthony-Issiac