Help doesn\'t come with blame

I wanted support and counselling,
that is why I came,
But all you do is pass judgement
and pass this horrid blame.

I came to get some relief,
From this stupid depression,
But my pains no guessing game,
you’ve got to learn that lesson

You don’t know anything about me,
I won’t tell you, I don’t feel secure,
because it’s none of your business
you’re a stranger, it’s obscure.

All I can say is I live each day,
in a burning pit of regret,
Of those things that happened in June,
The stuff I’ll never forget.

Nothing anyone can say
will change this pain I feel,
and demote it all if you like,
But I feel it, I know it’s real.

So live in doubt,
Get lost in reservation
It’s not going to bother me,
Just leave my heart in preservation.
Just let me out, Set me free

Don’t pretend you comprehend,
the pain I feel from this deadly ember,
And don’t assume it was caused by,
The one thing I don’t remember.

Don’t tell me you’re going to help
if you don’t even plan to try,
And just believe what I say,
I truly want these tears to run dry.

I’m sorry I don’t want to talk,
I’m tired of the counselling game,
Thank you for trying to help,
But help doesn’t come with blame.

For Maria, by sammi morris