How Can She Still Love It?

Gliding,
Spinning,
Jumping,
Reaching,
Flowing,
Going across the ice.
Twisting,
Hopping,
Pushing,
Sliding,
Reaching towards my dreams.
Falling,
Crashing,
Tripping,
Hitting,
With my body and my spirit.
Hating,
Screaming,
Crying,
Avoiding,
All that I once loved.
Trying,
Working,
Praying,
Hoping,
To get back my lost passion,
Watching,
Glaring,
Cursing,
Shouting,
How can she love it still?
Falling,
Crashing,
Nervs,
Breaking down,
What did I ever see in this?
Pleading,
Striving,
Wishing,
Wanting,
To love this the way she does,
And the way that I used to....

Crap....bored.....dying...*die*