My own remedy

I lost my mind when i gained disease
i suffered for the best of my life
now i stopped it all swinging under this tree
6 months and your over me

i didn't take the white coats notice
who cares for what he said
my case was always hopeless
now I'm swinging dead

thoughts often drag me back to that day
treatment was something id never take
stupid now thinking of such things
its easier to hang myself on these puppet strings

all along i had my own remedy
before the diagnosis
i had my own clarity
swinging from my apple tree