Silent tears of blood

After sitting here
waiting for the night to rise
i sit here thinking
will they ever hear my cries

I'm wishing that they will notice
my bloody shirts
my empty screams
every little bit that hurts

a lonely soul
7 days left
no friends
another life that ends

a vacation with only 4
the ones i hate the most
they don't seem to mind
yet they all blind

as i dig deeper and deeper
in to my skin
the razor filling with blood
as i grow weaker

as i look up in the sky
knowing they will never care
why am i still crying
silent tears of blood i dare

as i try to hide my cuts and scars
i try my leg then my hip
now that i don't want them to know
i try to hide my one gurls show