This life
not easy
always being me
always being ugly
always avoiding mirrors
just wishing i wasn't who i am now
hiding from everyone
trying to run away from myself
always running
never escaping
trying so hard to be a someone
anyone I'm not ashamed to be
so many different roads
all of them dead ends
like I'm trapped
in a world of nothing
the nothing of my life
The only way to wake-up
is to fall asleep
so please, no one save me this time
let me be at peace
as i bring over the chair
tie up the rope
i put myself to sleep
swinging from the oak tree
hanging over my best friends grave
swinging silently in
the cemetery
(C) Lucy Green
*it isn't a total success, but i needed to release that information, thank you for reading it, i appreciate that!!!*
