Sorrowful Life

I sit at home
Wishing i wasn't all alone
Hoping you were here
But knowing you'll never be there
I guess I'll start to cry
Knowing my eyes will never dry

I was hoping our love would last
But how stupid i was to think, and now its all in the past
And my heart carries the pain
Of a brain i cant explain
Am i going insane?

You've heard I'm not well
Because you know you made my life a living hell
Now you see I'm falling apart like usual
And I'm handing out flyers to my funeral
Now i have accepted my fate
And we both break
So now tonight i take that knife
And end my sorrowful life