I Tried

I tried to dry my eyes,
i tried to stop my tears,
i tried to put u in the past,
i tried to let go of my fears.

i tried to get over u,
the way u got over me,
i tried to stop caring bout u,
the way u don't care bout me.

i tried to forget u,
to put u outta my mind,
but for some reason,
i cant leave u behind.

I'm totally in love with u,
and u don't even see me here,
Ur everything to me,
but why am i filled with fear.

i don't know what I'm gonna do,
now ur not by my side.
i don't know how I'm gonna cope,
i think I'll just curl up and hide.

i don't think u really loved me,
or ever truly cared,
i don't think u even noticed me,
or ever wanted me there.

but theres nothing i can do now,
except stand up tall and be strong.
fake a smile and try and forget the way,
you played me all along.