There are just too many things
People expect me to do
I don't want to pretend anymore
Be someone else just for them or you
So I make on wish inside my head
so no one can really hear me
hear what I truthfully wish for
yet truly do fear
People see me as one thing
but that's only an act
just give it some time, they'll all see
that the me they see, isn't really me
Because this pain inside is killing me
I'm sick of trying to hide it
I smile like I mean it
while deep down I'm broken and torn
People try to change me
into the person that they want me to be
but I don't understand why
I don't want to be someone other than me
But what they don't know is
that my life is full with too many problems to bare
How depressed I am?
No one will ever be aware
People may think they understand
the problems I have
but they can't feel what I feel
they can only say that they'll be there to lend a hand
All they'll ever see is me doing okay during the day
yet late at night I want to cry
but what's the point in crying
it gives me no relief
just more crying
I just want someone here with me
someone that sees me for me
soemone who won't try to change me
that will love me for me
But this no one will ever hear
and I won't let them see
I'll just sit here and take it
while they all try to make me someone other than me
