Pretending

I'm tired of pretending
That I do not care a bit
About how much I have liked you
How do I deal with of all it?

Not too long ago
My life was flashed before my eyes
I didn't know if I would make it
I'd have to say my last goodbyes

Did you know that my last thoughts
Right before the crash,
Were of you and all the things you did?
It happened in a flash

That moment I had realized
No matter how much that I care
I'd have to care enough to let you go
For you, the term "us" wasn't there

For our friendship I am thankful
And even if I'm not the one complete
At least I'll be happy knowing
I helped you get back up on your feet