WHY?????

Why is this pain the only thing I feel?
Why does this hurt have to be so real?
Why do I cut so this pain will subside?
Why do I regret the nights that I've cried?
Why is my blood my very last friend?
Why won't you tell me when these feelings will end?
Why am I tortured by feelings of hate?
Why did I get such a horrible fate?
Why must I live when I only want to die?
Why aren't there answers to these questions of why?