Lost

A busy mind, very confused
never guilty, but always accused

trying my hardest, i could suceed if someone would care
but no ones beside me, no one has ever been there.

lost in a world, full of dreams so fake
i wish i could open my eyes and feel awake.

dazed and confused,is this how i want things to be?
locked in a world, in which Ive lost the key.

everyday i look in the mirror and see,
the person i hope one day ill be.

but, Ur reflection doesn't reflect internal pain,
the true problems, that are driving you insane.

tears hitting the floor at a fast pase
red is the color of my eyes and face.

my minds in another state,
i will be forever lost at this rate.

my heart is being punished
not enough love to keep me whole
once had a burning passion, but now a crack,left in the center of my heart
from all the time spent apart.

pretending i understand the world, and its twisted ways.
but depression is just a faze

once again i may love and smile, even though it may take a while.