Door Prize...(On The Way Out)

You are fading with the fog
Under full sky's light.
I loved you when you loved me
Now who's won this fight?
When did our love stop existing...
...That I should play along??
That you kept me unawares
Was unjust; completely wrong!
I love you so I will not spite
No matter the monster you are.
From now on I will not think of you
And of my heart you marred.
I was so blind to trust in you!
I gave into sex!
...Gave you my virginity!
But now you've spelled a hex.
No longer do I care for you...
Or long to touch your skin.
What foolish games we both did play
And to think...it's my hatred you did win.