Liveing without you isnt liveing at all. My body is lifeless leaning against this wall. I fell to my knees the moment i heard the news. I feel so unwanted. I feel so used. Why did you leave me? Why did you have to go? Don't you understand, i still miss you so? Im tired of hugging my pillow, and not being able to sleep at nite. I dont want to go on withouht you. It just doesnt seam rite. so ill lay here on my bedroom floor. Knowing i wont see you anymore. Just sitting here waithing for my turn to die. I didnt even get to tell you goodby. Sence that tragic day nothing's been the same. I find myself alone, calling your name. But theres nothing left for me to do but wait. Waithing to see you again, at the heavans gates.
