This is Me -

It's like a rain cloud right above my head
Sparatic lightning from every direction, hits me, now I'm dead
I've got no ambitions
I've got my parents divorce
What should I do?
Let me think, Oh! of course
I'll run away and start a new life
One filled full of surprises
Never the same thing twice
Depression, what's that
It's simply just a word
Give me a bottle of booze and I'll be cured
To the point of no return
Lesson learned
Haven't been myself this past month
And it sucks, I hate it
My life crap
I wish I could erase it
But I can't
There's always memories
And they suck too
To many thoughts
What should I do?
So this is when I think "Go for it only"
Only if the pros weigh out the cons
Cause I want to be able to see more dusks and dawns
So only if it's positive will I give it another chance
Maybe second tim around we'll dance
"In loving memory of Todd Michael Geatz"
Who died last month
Cause he had nothing left
Oh you see he's still around in body form
But his spirit has dwindeled
His heart torn
Am I fun anymore?
Do you still want to be my Friend?
Is that a yes or no?
What! this is the end
Well, ok, fine don't try and stop me
As I get down on one knee
And get a 20 pound sledge hammer
Right to the chest
Heart and all exploded
Now there's nothing left
No emotions
No expressions
Just one really dull guy
Who's had somuch stuff happen to him this past month
And can't even cry
So when I say good bye
I don't really mean it
This life I live
I feel I've mistreated it
So I need some time to think things through
To know if your what I want
And if I want to grow old with you
So good bye for now
Till I talk to you again
Unless my pen dies out
And there's no more paper left

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