Unsure

Full of doubt,
Not sure what our love was all about,
Kept it all inside,
Just so I never cried,

Never knew if I should stay,
Or let life go on till a better day,
The hope I had for you will always be there,
Even if you don't care,

Hopefully someday you will help me to understand,
Why you chose for our love to never expand,
As I spend another night in solitude,
Laying on my bed trying to elude,

I think about every moment that we have shared,
Now love makes me visually impaired,
My mind lacks every thought except those of you,
That keep me going through and through.