As the world
s-l-o-w-l-y
crashes down on me,
I put on a smile,
everyone, even my best friend thinks I'm better now.
But [truth] is
I will never be O-k-a-y.
Crying in the shower,
so not even I see my tears,
No one will ever know my true
FEARS...
my self inflected wounds
help me through the pain.
Its like a friend who knows,
Exactly what to say,
and at that perfect time.
No one will ever feel the pain
the way that I have
what shocks me is that I'm still here.
Still living by dealing with this,
FEAR
My love helps me though my shit
he tells me together were unstopable.
HE IS THE REASON I'M STILL HERE
and for that I try not to hurt myself
even though I feel the pain,
I never want to see him in pain.
Im holding on and I wont let go...
