One wish

One wish

I hate it that you’re gone
I miss you more than words can say
I hate it that you smoked
Because it took your life away

I really want you back
So I can get to know you well
But what really makes me happy
Is knowing you didn’t go to hell

I know you’re up with god
As your watching over us
You’re my guardian angel
And I love you very much

I wish I could have told you
What I missed the chance to say
I wish I could have snatched your fags
And thrown them all away

I wish I got that pony
The one you said that I could have
But I would happily go without
If I could only have you back

I wish that I could watch
As you tended to your flowers
The garden that you loved
You’d sit in there for hours

No matter where you are
How far away or what you do
I just want to let you know
Me and mum, we still love you