Maybe...

Maybe....

maybe if i died...
everyone would be great..
i cant survive in this horrible state

i cant sit here....
act like i don't care..
becuase we both know its not fair

i didn't hurt you..
i didn't break your heart...
but you played me so bad right from the start

we had so many memories..
we had such a huge past..
i still cry at night thinking of how we didnt last

maybe if i left..
and used the knife..
i could end the pain and improve everyones life

they say time heals a broken heart..
they say ill get over you..
i pray at night that those hopes are true

i wish when i fall asleep at night..
that i wont wake up the next morning..
to fell this is so horrible i cant sit here morning

i need to just die..
i need to end the fears..
maybe then the blood will be better than tears

everyone tells me not to..
but they don't understand..
its just a small cut, a reminder in my hand

i don't know what to do..
i just cant live..
i want to forget i want to forgive

seeing you two...
kissing and hugging...
Your pulling my heart yanking and tugging

maybe if i finally died..
everyone would be fine..
cuz the pain of love lost love doesnt heal with time