Lied In Verbs

All these names,
i used to hold,
leave me in pain,
it never gets old.

these faces Ive seen,
the words they've spoke,
all to me,
has been a joke.

black brown grey white,
any color heart,
any color life,
will someday be torn apart.

I'm lost in my words,
in my poems,
these verbs
turn to stone.

close my eyes,
and still i see,
the lies,
you've said to me.