Leaving Me

What have you done to me today?
You seem to move so easy
and everytime you see me
you'd never tell me
why couldn't I see?
God, was I blind?
never knowing you weren't only mine
How could he?
hold, love, stay with and leave me
and It's not right
But, for you
I will put up no fight
shed not a tear
and my heart will hold no fear of sadness
I won't let this make me feel less and cry

At night I wonder why'd you do this?During the day I wonder why you did this?
But, my emotions will not show
to you or anyone
I will let this go
what's done is done
But, I do feel sadness and loss
I do feel
and you don't know still and never will
know what you had on me

I couldn't of loved anything more
than the feeling of you walking through my door
I'd of tried to give you everything
and would of loved you faithfully
The simplest thing
and you couldn't even follow through
I could of loved you
I wanted to
why couldn't you?
Why'd you have to go and do this?
Why'd you have to go and turn my world
oh, so blue

Why'd you have to go and say the things you said?
they were like a blow to the head
that left my heart broken
after this, words about you will not again ever be spoken..

And please don't stay in my dreams
Just leave me
completely...

Kristy Green
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