Anger and hope

Anger and hope
Comes along
When I hear something
From you
The one who lied
So many times
That I don’t even know anymore
What I can believe

Who are you ?
I just know
That you are the one
Who lied
Over and over
And I can’t excuse that
Because you had the chance
To tell me the truth
So many times
But you didn’t

My anger grows
When you write me a mail
Again
Though I don’t answer
You write me mails
And I guess
With new lies
Because that seems to be
A game for you
But it hurts
And I don’t like to be hurt
By a guy who does think
Knowledge in psychology
And a higher age
Give him the right
To tell me that I can’t understand
What is going on there

My hope would like to grow
Because I still don’t stop
To hope that you will understand it
In some time
That you understand that I don’t want
To talk or communicate with you anymore
Because it hurts
And I don’t like to be hurt
My hope gets minimized
When I get another mail by you
But my hope is still there
That you might understand
That it’s over
And I don’t want to hear anything
From you anymore

I hope the one person who I am talking about understands that message.