This is what i\'ll do

I'll look you in the eyes,
say there's nothing wrong,
I'll go on like before,
pretending that I'm strong.

I'll promise you I'm Kay
when inside I'm insane,
thinking that it will never be OK
though all my efforts are in vain

I'll say that things are fine,
it's been 2 and a half months today
you won't know I'm dying inside
because I'm promising you I'm OK

I'll look you in the eye,
tell you that I'm not sad,
lying so much to hid the truth,
I'm sorry if it makes you mad.

I'll hide my wrists,
so the scars wont show,
ill pretend I'm OK
and you will never know