Suicide

by BloodScars   Apr 18, 2005


Its the first time i have thought this
through out the last 3 months
yes i cut a lot
but now i don't want to exist

in the last week
11 times i cut
twice i tried to commit suicide
i believe I'm too weak

i tried cutting
hoping it would make me sick
enough to put me in a hospital
hoping it would end my life quick

then i tried
jumping off the roof
my mom interrupted that
all i wanted to do i go splat

then i tried poison
on my tongue and in my cuts
i didn't work as u can tell
at least i have the guts

i wanted to shoot myself
the easiest way out of my misery
but my family doesn't own a gun
again life won

this is the first week
i have wanted to kill myself
whats wrong with me god
why wont u speak

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  • 19 years ago

    by BloodScars

    hey thanks guys i appreiate the support

  • 19 years ago

    by ♥~Sªήdяª~♥

    You shouldn't do it. Or even try. I have a friend who's tried 8 times. And everytime she's lived. I think that means something. Life can be to good to take away. Just look on the brightside. And Stay strong.
    xoxoxoxo
    ~Frizzle~

  • 19 years ago

    by XAshleyX

    I wish i could say stop din't think about it..... well don't but i do and i hate when people tell me i'm to young i don't know what life has for me but i do and i know i don't want to live but you are special don't take your life away when its just beginning i know your prolly like i don't care what you say but i've tried so many times and obviously god want s us here otherwise he would've taken us already

    luv always Ashley

  • 19 years ago

    by themeuneverseen

    NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO! Hun! Dont even think about that anymore! I care too much about u to let u die! You need to talk to someone and get help! I really care so much about you and there is no way in hell i would ever let u die! If you ever need to talk u know were to find me....
    Love ya alwayz....
    Haily
    XOXOXOXO

  • 19 years ago

    by LoVeAbLeShOrTie

    WTF R U THINKING!!!!!!! Im sry but my mom is fighting for her life and all everyone thinks about is ending theirs..dont you get it that there is more to life then whats happening when ur 13 or 14 ur barely old enough to know how your life is suppose to go....why cant you see that ive been trying to say this all along but i dont think you have been listening
    lylas always,
    shorite
    think about it!

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